Happy Chinese New Year who celebrate CNY... Hereby to wish every1 have a prosperous Ox Year.

As usual for all Youngsters, money minded...Desperately to work especially on Public Holiday!
Feel so lonely in office when you have to work during your celebration, I was working last year but doesn't feel the pinch that badly but not this year...

CNY should be time when you're happy to welcome a new year, start everything new... New life, New Cloths, New behaviour & new Attitude! But I'm feeling the opposite way...

Quite a lots of things went through my mind today, especially for family!

How many time that you spend with your family especially with those relative or grandparents who are getting older every year... Feel sad if anyone past away, but when they alive... What have you done for them?
Not even spending time with them, show some care for them... By end of the day what you can do is only feeling sad or depress when they leave! Is this what you wan?

"No that's not we mean but we're busy with my own work!"
Have you ever think that when your parent brought you up with your siblings what were they doing?

They work, they take care of you, and your siblings as well as the house.... Do they do nothing at that time?

Anyway, this is those question that i ask myself all the time but it doesn't drive any result...
I'll always give myself all type of excuses to escape but when it come to Chinese New Year this kind of things really hit into my mind...

Maybe is my age is increasing, feeling lonely at times.... Friend wasn't helpful sometimes, don know who to trust... Have to become a pussy lick er to survive in the society, only feel comfortable when back home.. with family! No Drama, no fake smile & entertain those people who irritating...