I saw a Shoutout at 1 of my friend's Blog...
She feel betreated with 1 of her friend's behavior!
I was wondering is that me or who is that person?

Until i received a call in this afternoon frm her that she's so piss with this "Mother F**ker"...
She confirm with me the information that the f**ker told her almost a week before!!

The person that she take betreated her is... ME
Which i was surprise due to i did nothing wrong or i hide nothing frm her....

I was so dissapointed, not because wat he said to her but she believe with what he said instate of seeking confirmation frm me...

I tried to be a very good friend for her but nothing seems like work as how it suppose to be...
I don know wat should i do as a "Betreated Friend" anymore, I think i should try to keep some distance frm her...

But i can't do it, coz i care about all my friends (She's 1 of them)
Very strange feeling, mad? dissapointed? but 1 thing for sure..... i still care for her
No matter wat i still wanna keep our friendship
At least i know i did nothing wrong

Take care my friend

Sometimes when i think back the reason of clubbing...
Alcohol? (Not really)
Music? (sometimes)
Attention? (guess so)
or what? (ONS... No, just quit)

But 1 thing for sure... Club with hot chick is not cool!!

They have all the attention but it doesn't matter, u gonna be a 'nanny' in the club too...
I can't blame them but blaming myself that i'm not 1 of them.

The worst part is i become those gal that guys hates (Because i'm trying to protect my pretty fren)
Eg:
Fatty wanna get closer with J, so i was entertained by Fatty...
By End of the day because i refuse to let J follow Fatty back to his house i got the blame and been scold with F language...

What did i do wrong to protect my friend?
Do i really deserved all this because i'm out with her?
Do u know i'm hurt as well?
Did anyone even care about how i feel?
I'm trying to be nice to every1 but nothings work...

Am i suppose to blame J for that?
I can't blame her for all this, not her fault...
Who to blame?

I don know... Life is fucked!!!
I'm out to enjoy myself, just wanna enjoy the moment...
Leave me alone!