Sometimes when i think back the reason of clubbing...
Alcohol? (Not really)
Music? (sometimes)
Attention? (guess so)
or what? (ONS... No, just quit)

But 1 thing for sure... Club with hot chick is not cool!!

They have all the attention but it doesn't matter, u gonna be a 'nanny' in the club too...
I can't blame them but blaming myself that i'm not 1 of them.

The worst part is i become those gal that guys hates (Because i'm trying to protect my pretty fren)
Eg:
Fatty wanna get closer with J, so i was entertained by Fatty...
By End of the day because i refuse to let J follow Fatty back to his house i got the blame and been scold with F language...

What did i do wrong to protect my friend?
Do i really deserved all this because i'm out with her?
Do u know i'm hurt as well?
Did anyone even care about how i feel?
I'm trying to be nice to every1 but nothings work...

Am i suppose to blame J for that?
I can't blame her for all this, not her fault...
Who to blame?

I don know... Life is fucked!!!
I'm out to enjoy myself, just wanna enjoy the moment...
Leave me alone!