Sometimes getting very confuse with this 4 miracle letters.... L O V E

Ppl says love can change a person but no one can guarantee good o bad!

Love is to accept whatever o whoever that person is but ppl always think they have the empowerment to change their the other half.

Is this how it suppose to be?

We couple or in love with a person as how he/she is... Why changes have to be done after together?

I'm in office today, the environment make me sad and i need a break!!

I am a person can't be alone... loneliness can kill!

1 of my colleague's husband passed away, i started to feel scared...

Unrelated stupid question came through my mind!!

When is my turn?

Is everyone gonna remember me? For how long?

Will all my friends come to my funeral??

What my friend or those ppl who know me going to address me after i left?

etc...

Life, so sensitive like thin glass. It cracks or crash after any small o big impact emotionally o mentally...

Wanted to enjoy life as much as i can but.... financial, health, career, debts & family doesn't allowed me to do whatever i wan!!

Love clubbing but no attractions,

Love to drink but no perfect health,

Love money but no empowerment to earn million dollar a month,

Love my family but can't protect them all the time...

Where do i stand in this world?

What i can do to make myself visible in front of everyone?

Too much of question to ask...

But no answer for sure!!